When I made the switch to WP, I promised myself I would always be honest with you. I promised I would cut back on my link-ups and post content … actual real life, get-in-my-head stuff … well here it is, me, in all my glory: I’m in a funk.
Have you ever had one of those days (or months … weeks?) where you feel like your struggling to keep afloat? That’s kinda where I’ve been at lately. Call it the winter blues, call it running on empty, call it what ever you want … but lately … I just don’t feel right. I know it has to do with the winter, I hate the winter. I hate the cold. All I want to do is hibernate … can someone just wake me up in the Spring? Ok?
But it’s seriously taking a toll on my mind and spirit. I don’t want to do much of anything. I get home from work at night and I just want to go to bed. I haven’t even really been watching my tv shows (my DVR misses me I’m sure!). I haven’t even had the desire to blog here, which makes me SO sad because I don’t like the fact that my creative-juices are basically non-existent at the moment.
I need to get myself out of this funk. I think I’m going to force myself to go to my Weight Watchers meeting tonight. Even though I haven’t been there in weeks … and I know that getting on that scale is not going to be pretty … but maybe it’s the kick-start I need to get my butt back into gear. I need to start feeling like a productive part of society again. I was feeling so good, so proud when I was on program and focused and in control … I know losing my way has a lot to do with my current depressed-like state.
So, tonight, you will find me braving the cold, trekking to my WW meeting. Good, bad, or indifferent, I need to take back control, I need to change my mindset. It’s the only way I will climb out of this rut. And, I WILL climb out of this rut. Step by step. I’ll get there …